emotional breakdowns and the greatest friends ever.

so, ive only been in school for a week and it is taking a major toll on my emotions. im already extreamly burnt out, and ive already considered quitting. yes, i know its only been a week...but, with everything else going on i dont think i can do it sometimes.
i should just put all the other stuff on the back burner and mainly focus on school, but anyone that knows me knows i that i cannot do that. for some reason i always put way too much on my plate and try to handle everything all at once at the same time. i know its so bad for me but i dont know how to handle one thing at a time. im so used to handling everything all at once and always in the end i explode into an emotional mess.

thats what happend yesterday. i completely broke down while i was driving to kaneohe to meet up with demitri and his dad. i was going to just turn around and go home but demitri kept pushing to meet up and get hugs. he is the greatest friend in the world, i met up with them and they cracked jokes and gave me hugs and of course they made me feel so much better.

i know i need to cut back on the partying and staying up late for sure and focus on school.

hopefully this week will be better.

<3